Dreamers Side

Lately, i've been thinking. What are my purposes in live? Not that i wanted to die soon but, if i am to die now, i'll die contented.

Its like that i live without any specific purposes. For a moment i thought love is the answer, but now i doubted it.

I envy peoples who said they wanted to makes their parents proud. Not that i dont wanted to, but i just don't feel that way.

Here again i am in the middle of somewhere with a lot of peoples but felt alone. Wondering what should i seek.